"I don't k**w about these award shows.. ** disrespect to anybody at any of the shows or the people running it. **thing but love for you guys and your support. But I don't feel good when I'm there **r after. I try to think of it as a celebration but can't help feeling like people are rating and grading my performance. A lot of people in the audience there to be seem worried about how much camera time they will get or who they can network with. When I'm doing a regular show I feel they are there for the right reasons and to strictly have a good time! But these award shows seem so hollow. I get the premise is to award people for their accomplishments, but is it really? Because when I look in the audience I see a bunch of fake smiles so that when the camera hits them they look happy. Sure there are people truly proud of others so I don't want to k**ck them I'm just looking at the vast majority. I just think to myself if I'm living my purpose I want the reward to be fulfillment. I'm getting awarded for the things that I'm doing and **t for who I am which is understandable I k**w it would probably be hard to calculate and award someone's spirit lol. But When I do get these Awards the temptation of putting my worth in what I do is so hard to fight!!!I am privileged and ho**red to be recognized by my peers in but in these settings I can't feel the recognition. There's an authenticity missing that I crave! And I wonder does anybody else.. Sorry **t sorry about grammar it's **t my strong point."
05-24-2016, 02:18 AM
Justin Bieber Reveals He Doesn't "Feel Good" Following the Billboard Music Awards
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