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ﻭﻋﻜﺔ ﻋﺂﻃﻔﻴﺔ ﻣﻦّ ﺗﺨﺒﻂ ﻋﺂﺷﻖ....!!
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ﻣﺠﺮﺩ ﻣﺪﺧﻞ
ﺑﻌﺪ ﻧﻮﻡ ﻗﻠﻴﻞ ﻭﺻﺤﻴﺂﻥ . .
ﻳﺘﺠﻪ ﺇﻟﻰ [ ﺟﻮﺁﻟﻪ ] ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺬﻫﺎﺏ ﻝ
ﻏﺴﻴﻞ ﻭﺟﻬﻪ ..
ﺍﻭ ﺇﺭﺗﺸﺂﻑ ( ﻗﻬﻮﻩ - ﺷﺂﻱ - ) ﻭﺑﺪﻭﻥ
ﻣﺎ ﻳﺤﻀﺮ ﺇﻓﻄﺂﺭﻩ . .
ﻳﺘﻔﻘﺪ ﻫﻞ ﻫﻨﺂﻟﻚ - ﺭﺳﺂﻟﺔ ﺃﻭ ﻛﺂﻥ ﺇﺗﺼﺂﻝ
ﻟﻢ ﻳﺮﺩ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ -
ﻭﺟﺪﺕ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﺮﺳﺂﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻛﺘﺒﺖ ﺑﻮﺍﺳﻄﺔ
ﻣﻦ ( ﻳﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻣﻨﻪ ﺫﻟﻚ ) . .
ﻭﻛﺂﻧﺖ ﻙ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺂﻕ . .
ﺃﻭ ﻣﻘﺂﺭﺏ ﻟﻪ . . !
[ ﺻﺒﺂﺣﻚ / ﻙ . . ﺟﻮﺭﻱ ﻭ ﺳﻌﺂﺩﻩ ] . .
ﻭﺇﻟﺤﻘﺖ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺳﻔﻞ ﺏ [ ﺃﺣﺒﻚ - ﺃﻋﺸﻘﻚ
- ﺃﻫﻮﺁﻙ ] . .
ﻓﺰ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻜﺂﻧﻪ ﻭﻭﺿﻊ ( ﺟﻮﺁﻟﻪ ) ﻋﻠﻰ
ﻃﺂﻭﻟﺘﻪ . .
ﺇﻏﺘﺴﻞ - ﺃﻓﻄﺮ - ﻭﻣﺴﻚ ﺑﺎﻟﺠﻮﺁﻝ ﻝ
[ﻣﺮﺍﺳﻠﺘﻪ ] . .
ﻭﻗﺪ ﺗﺒﺪﻝ ﺑﺈﺗﺼﺂﻝ . . = )
ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﺣﻮﺁﺭ ﺭﻭﻣﻨﺴﻲ ﻭ ﻛﻠﻤﺂﺕ ﻣﻌﺴﻮﻟﻪ
ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻓﻴﻦ . .
ﺃﻏﻠﻘﺖ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﺂﺗﻔﻪ . .
ﺣﺂﻥ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺍﻟﺪﺭﺁﺳﻪ - ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻞ ..
ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻹﻧﺘﻬﺂﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻞ ﻭﺍﻟﺨﺮﻭﺝ . .
ﺇﻻ ﺑﺼﻮﺕ ﺧﺂﻓﺖ ( ﻃﻦ ﻃﻦ ) . .
ﺭﺳﺂﻟﺔ ﻣﺤﺘﻮﺁﻫﺎ .. !
[ ﻣﺴﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﺮﺁﺕ ﻳﺎ ﺣﺒﻲ . . ! ]
ﻭﺃﻟﺤﻘﺖ ﺏ ﻧﻔﺲ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺂﺕ . .
ﻭﺣﺼﻞ ﻧﻔﺲ ﻣﺂﺣﺼﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻬﺂﺗﻔﻪ . .
ﻭﻛﺜﺮﺓ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﺂﺗﻔﺂﺕ . .
ﻭ ﺑﻌﺪﻫﺂ ﺣﺂﻥ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺗﻴﻦ . .
ﻑ ﺑﺤﺚ ﺍﺣﺪﻫﻤﺂ ﻋﻦ ﻣﻮﻗﻒ ﻝ ﻗﻄﻊ ﺗﻠﻚ
ﺍﻟﻌﻼﻗﻪ . .
ﻑ ﺇﻧﻘﻄﻌﺖ . . !
ﻭﺣﺂﻥ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺍﻝ [ ﺃﻟﻢ - ﺣﺰﻥ - ﺻﺪﻣﺔ -
ﻗﻬﺮ] . .
ﻭﻛﺜﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﺘﺴﺂﺅﻻﺕ . .
ﻑ ﺃﺗﻲ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﻜﻴﺮ . .ﻡ ﺍﻟﺴﺒﺐ ﻭ
ﻏﻴﺮ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻭﺻﻞ ﺍﻟﺠﻮﺁﺏ . !.
ﻭﻫﻲ ﺇﻥ ﻣﺎ ﺑﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺑﺂﻃﻞ ﻑ ﻫﻮ
ﺑﺂﻃﻞ . .
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ﻫﻨﺂ ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻣﻨّﺎ ..
ﺗﻔﻜﻴﺮﻩ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻌﻠﻢ ﻋﻦ ﻣﺎ ﺗﻔﻜﺮ ﻓﻴﻪ
ﺃﺣﺎﺳﻴﺴﻪ ﺏ [ ﺍﻟﻮﻋﻜﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺂﻃﻔﻴﺔ ] . .
ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺄﺗﻲ ﻭﺳﺒﺒﻬﺂ ﻛﻠﻪ " ﺍﻟﺘﺴﺮﻉ ﺏ
ﺇﻃﻼﻕ ﻏﺮﺁﺋﺰ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ . " .
ﻭﻋﺪﻡ ﺍﺳﺘﻌﻤﺂﻝ ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ ﻝ ﻛﺒﺤﻬﺂ . .
ﻑ ﺃﻛﺜﺮﻧﺂ ﻳﺠﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻮﻟﻪ . .
ﻭﻗﺪ ﺇﺭﺗﺒﻂ ﺑﻬﺬﺍ ﻭﺗﻌﻠﻖ ﺑﻬﺬﺍ . . ﻭﺣﺐ
ﻫﺬﺍ . .
ﻭ ﻭﺿﻊ ﺭﻭﺗﻴﻦ ﺣﻴﺂﺗﻪ ﻝ ﺍﻟﺤﺼﻮﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ
ﻣﺜﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ . .
ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﻜﻴﺮ ﺑﻤﺎ ﺱ ﻳﺤﺼﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻮﺍﻗﺐ
ﺱ ﻳﺤﺘﻤﻬﺂ ﻟﻨﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ . .
ﻭﻛﺄﻧﻪ ﻳﺠﻌﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ ﻣﺠﺮﺩ . . . . [ ﻟﻌﺒﺔ
( ﺩﻣﻴﺔ ) . . ]
ﻳﺘﺴﻠﻰ ﺑﻬﺂ ﺍﻟﻐﻴﺮ ﻭﺗﺮﻣﻰ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻳﺘﻤﺴﻜﻦ
ﺍﻟﻐﺒﺂﺭ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺂ . .
ﻑ ﺗﻬﻤﻞ ﺏ ﺟﺮﻭﺣﻬﺂ ﻭ ﺁﻵﻣﻬﺎ . .
ﻵﺗﻨﺘﻈﺮّ ﻣﻨﻲّ ﻋﺘﺂﺏ ..
ﻓﻲّ [ ﺻﻤﺘﻲّ ] ﻳﻜﻔﻴّﻚّ ﺍﻟﺠﻮﺁﺏ ..
" ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲﺀ " ﺗﻶﺷﻰ ﻭﺇﻧﺘﻬﻰ ﻣﺂﺑﻘﻰ ﻏﻴّﺮ
( ﺍﻟﻌﺬﺁﺏ ) !.
ﺇﻧﺘﻬﻰ ﻫﻤّﺲ ﺍﻟﻌﻮﺁﻃﻒ ..
ﻭ ﺇﻧﻤﺤﻰ ﺣﻠّﻮ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﻲّ ..
ﻣﺂ ﺑﻘﻰ ﻏﻴّﺮ [ ﺣﺐ ﻧﺂﺷﻒّ ] ..
ﻳﺒﻜﻲّ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺒﻚّ "ﺑﻜﻲّ !.. "
ﻭﻣﺂﻋﻨﺪﻱّ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺃﺳﻤﻊ ﻛﻶﻡ ..
ﻫﺬﻩّ " ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺂﻳﺔ " ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻶﻡ !..
ﻑ ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﻝ ﺍﻟﺘﻼﺷﻲ ﻣﺼﻴﺮﺍ ﻓﻲ
ﻋﻮﺍﻃﻔﻨﺂ . .
ﻭ ﺳﺒﺐ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻛﻠﻪ [ ﻣﺠﺮﺩ ﻣﺼﺂﻟﺢ -
ﺗﺴﻠﻴﺔ ] ﻭﻟﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺴﻤﻴﻬﺂ . .
ﺇﻟﻰ ﻣﺘﻰ ﻭﻧﺤﻦ ( ﻧﻨﺠﺮﻑ ) ﺧﻠﻒ ﺗﻴﺂﺭ
ﺍﻟﺤﺐ . .
ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻻ ﻧﻌﺮﻑ ﻣﻌﺂﻧﻴﻪ ﻭ ﻻﻧﺨﺘﺒﺮ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺒﻴﻦ
ﻓﻴﻪ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻭ ﺇﻥ ﻃﺂﻝ ﺍﻹﻧﺘﻈﺂﺭ . .
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ﻣﺠﺮﺩ ﻣﺪﺧﻞ
ﺑﻌﺪ ﻧﻮﻡ ﻗﻠﻴﻞ ﻭﺻﺤﻴﺂﻥ . .
ﻳﺘﺠﻪ ﺇﻟﻰ [ ﺟﻮﺁﻟﻪ ] ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺬﻫﺎﺏ ﻝ
ﻏﺴﻴﻞ ﻭﺟﻬﻪ ..
ﺍﻭ ﺇﺭﺗﺸﺂﻑ ( ﻗﻬﻮﻩ - ﺷﺂﻱ - ) ﻭﺑﺪﻭﻥ
ﻣﺎ ﻳﺤﻀﺮ ﺇﻓﻄﺂﺭﻩ . .
ﻳﺘﻔﻘﺪ ﻫﻞ ﻫﻨﺂﻟﻚ - ﺭﺳﺂﻟﺔ ﺃﻭ ﻛﺂﻥ ﺇﺗﺼﺂﻝ
ﻟﻢ ﻳﺮﺩ ﻋﻠﻴﻪ -
ﻭﺟﺪﺕ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﺮﺳﺂﻟﺔ ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﻛﺘﺒﺖ ﺑﻮﺍﺳﻄﺔ
ﻣﻦ ( ﻳﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻣﻨﻪ ﺫﻟﻚ ) . .
ﻭﻛﺂﻧﺖ ﻙ ﻫﺬﺍ ﺍﻟﺴﻴﺂﻕ . .
ﺃﻭ ﻣﻘﺂﺭﺏ ﻟﻪ . . !
[ ﺻﺒﺂﺣﻚ / ﻙ . . ﺟﻮﺭﻱ ﻭ ﺳﻌﺂﺩﻩ ] . .
ﻭﺇﻟﺤﻘﺖ ﻓﻲ ﺍﻷﺳﻔﻞ ﺏ [ ﺃﺣﺒﻚ - ﺃﻋﺸﻘﻚ
- ﺃﻫﻮﺁﻙ ] . .
ﻓﺰ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻜﺂﻧﻪ ﻭﻭﺿﻊ ( ﺟﻮﺁﻟﻪ ) ﻋﻠﻰ
ﻃﺂﻭﻟﺘﻪ . .
ﺇﻏﺘﺴﻞ - ﺃﻓﻄﺮ - ﻭﻣﺴﻚ ﺑﺎﻟﺠﻮﺁﻝ ﻝ
[ﻣﺮﺍﺳﻠﺘﻪ ] . .
ﻭﻗﺪ ﺗﺒﺪﻝ ﺑﺈﺗﺼﺂﻝ . . = )
ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﺣﻮﺁﺭ ﺭﻭﻣﻨﺴﻲ ﻭ ﻛﻠﻤﺂﺕ ﻣﻌﺴﻮﻟﻪ
ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻄﺮﻓﻴﻦ . .
ﺃﻏﻠﻘﺖ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﺂﺗﻔﻪ . .
ﺣﺂﻥ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺍﻟﺪﺭﺁﺳﻪ - ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻞ ..
ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻹﻧﺘﻬﺂﺀ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﻌﻤﻞ ﻭﺍﻟﺨﺮﻭﺝ . .
ﺇﻻ ﺑﺼﻮﺕ ﺧﺂﻓﺖ ( ﻃﻦ ﻃﻦ ) . .
ﺭﺳﺂﻟﺔ ﻣﺤﺘﻮﺁﻫﺎ .. !
[ ﻣﺴﺎﺀ ﺍﻟﺨﻴﺮﺁﺕ ﻳﺎ ﺣﺒﻲ . . ! ]
ﻭﺃﻟﺤﻘﺖ ﺏ ﻧﻔﺲ ﺍﻟﻜﻠﻤﺂﺕ . .
ﻭﺣﺼﻞ ﻧﻔﺲ ﻣﺂﺣﺼﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻬﺂﺗﻔﻪ . .
ﻭﻛﺜﺮﺓ ﺗﻠﻚ ﺍﻟﻤﻬﺂﺗﻔﺂﺕ . .
ﻭ ﺑﻌﺪﻫﺂ ﺣﺂﻥ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺍﻟﻤﻠﻞ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻟﺮﻭﺗﻴﻦ . .
ﻑ ﺑﺤﺚ ﺍﺣﺪﻫﻤﺂ ﻋﻦ ﻣﻮﻗﻒ ﻝ ﻗﻄﻊ ﺗﻠﻚ
ﺍﻟﻌﻼﻗﻪ . .
ﻑ ﺇﻧﻘﻄﻌﺖ . . !
ﻭﺣﺂﻥ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺍﻝ [ ﺃﻟﻢ - ﺣﺰﻥ - ﺻﺪﻣﺔ -
ﻗﻬﺮ] . .
ﻭﻛﺜﺮﺓ ﺍﻟﺘﺴﺂﺅﻻﺕ . .
ﻑ ﺃﺗﻲ ﺍﻵﻥ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﻜﻴﺮ . .ﻡ ﺍﻟﺴﺒﺐ ﻭ
ﻏﻴﺮ ﺫﻟﻚ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻭﺻﻞ ﺍﻟﺠﻮﺁﺏ . !.
ﻭﻫﻲ ﺇﻥ ﻣﺎ ﺑﻨﻲ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺑﺂﻃﻞ ﻑ ﻫﻮ
ﺑﺂﻃﻞ . .
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ﻫﻨﺂ ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﺍﻟﻜﺜﻴﺮ ﻣﻨّﺎ ..
ﺗﻔﻜﻴﺮﻩ ﺩﻭﻥ ﺃﻥ ﻳﻌﻠﻢ ﻋﻦ ﻣﺎ ﺗﻔﻜﺮ ﻓﻴﻪ
ﺃﺣﺎﺳﻴﺴﻪ ﺏ [ ﺍﻟﻮﻋﻜﺔ ﺍﻟﻌﺂﻃﻔﻴﺔ ] . .
ﺍﻟﺘﻲ ﺗﺄﺗﻲ ﻭﺳﺒﺒﻬﺂ ﻛﻠﻪ " ﺍﻟﺘﺴﺮﻉ ﺏ
ﺇﻃﻼﻕ ﻏﺮﺁﺋﺰ ﺍﻟﻘﻠﺐ . " .
ﻭﻋﺪﻡ ﺍﺳﺘﻌﻤﺂﻝ ﺍﻟﻌﻘﻞ ﻝ ﻛﺒﺤﻬﺂ . .
ﻑ ﺃﻛﺜﺮﻧﺂ ﻳﺠﺪ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻮﻟﻪ . .
ﻭﻗﺪ ﺇﺭﺗﺒﻂ ﺑﻬﺬﺍ ﻭﺗﻌﻠﻖ ﺑﻬﺬﺍ . . ﻭﺣﺐ
ﻫﺬﺍ . .
ﻭ ﻭﺿﻊ ﺭﻭﺗﻴﻦ ﺣﻴﺂﺗﻪ ﻝ ﺍﻟﺤﺼﻮﻝ ﻋﻠﻰ
ﻣﺜﻞ ﻫﺬﺍ . .
ﺩﻭﻥ ﺍﻟﺘﻔﻜﻴﺮ ﺑﻤﺎ ﺱ ﻳﺤﺼﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻋﻮﺍﻗﺐ
ﺱ ﻳﺤﺘﻤﻬﺂ ﻟﻨﺎ ﻫﺬﺍ . .
ﻭﻛﺄﻧﻪ ﻳﺠﻌﻞ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻔﺴﻪ ﻣﺠﺮﺩ . . . . [ ﻟﻌﺒﺔ
( ﺩﻣﻴﺔ ) . . ]
ﻳﺘﺴﻠﻰ ﺑﻬﺂ ﺍﻟﻐﻴﺮ ﻭﺗﺮﻣﻰ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻳﺘﻤﺴﻜﻦ
ﺍﻟﻐﺒﺂﺭ ﻋﻠﻴﻬﺂ . .
ﻑ ﺗﻬﻤﻞ ﺏ ﺟﺮﻭﺣﻬﺂ ﻭ ﺁﻵﻣﻬﺎ . .
ﻵﺗﻨﺘﻈﺮّ ﻣﻨﻲّ ﻋﺘﺂﺏ ..
ﻓﻲّ [ ﺻﻤﺘﻲّ ] ﻳﻜﻔﻴّﻚّ ﺍﻟﺠﻮﺁﺏ ..
" ﻛﻞ ﺷﻲﺀ " ﺗﻶﺷﻰ ﻭﺇﻧﺘﻬﻰ ﻣﺂﺑﻘﻰ ﻏﻴّﺮ
( ﺍﻟﻌﺬﺁﺏ ) !.
ﺇﻧﺘﻬﻰ ﻫﻤّﺲ ﺍﻟﻌﻮﺁﻃﻒ ..
ﻭ ﺇﻧﻤﺤﻰ ﺣﻠّﻮ ﺍﻟﺤﻜﻲّ ..
ﻣﺂ ﺑﻘﻰ ﻏﻴّﺮ [ ﺣﺐ ﻧﺂﺷﻒّ ] ..
ﻳﺒﻜﻲّ ﻣﻦ ﺣﺒﻚّ "ﺑﻜﻲّ !.. "
ﻭﻣﺂﻋﻨﺪﻱّ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺃﺳﻤﻊ ﻛﻶﻡ ..
ﻫﺬﻩّ " ﺍﻟﻨﻬﺂﻳﺔ " ﻭﺍﻟﺴﻶﻡ !..
ﻑ ﺃﺻﺒﺢ ﻝ ﺍﻟﺘﻼﺷﻲ ﻣﺼﻴﺮﺍ ﻓﻲ
ﻋﻮﺍﻃﻔﻨﺂ . .
ﻭ ﺳﺒﺐ ﻫﺬﺍ ﻛﻠﻪ [ ﻣﺠﺮﺩ ﻣﺼﺂﻟﺢ -
ﺗﺴﻠﻴﺔ ] ﻭﻟﻚ ﺃﻥ ﺗﺴﻤﻴﻬﺂ . .
ﺇﻟﻰ ﻣﺘﻰ ﻭﻧﺤﻦ ( ﻧﻨﺠﺮﻑ ) ﺧﻠﻒ ﺗﻴﺂﺭ
ﺍﻟﺤﺐ . .
ﺍﻟﺬﻱ ﻻ ﻧﻌﺮﻑ ﻣﻌﺂﻧﻴﻪ ﻭ ﻻﻧﺨﺘﺒﺮ ﺍﻟﻤﺤﺒﻴﻦ
ﻓﻴﻪ ﺣﺘﻰ ﻭ ﺇﻥ ﻃﺂﻝ ﺍﻹﻧﺘﻈﺂﺭ . .